because yer mood changes hella quick.

WinnySayz (1:03:39 AM): imy D;
WinnySayz (1:03:51 AM): it hurts to know your really not there anymore .
Rawrstephie (1:04:50 AM): ahh
Rawrstephie (1:04:53 AM): imy2:p
Rawrstephie (1:04:56 AM): nd its not my fault
Rawrstephie (1:04:56 AM): lol
WinnySayz (1:04:59 AM): no you dont .
Rawrstephie (1:05:05 AM): lol i said it first
WinnySayz (1:05:21 AM): i kno youdont mean it .
WinnySayz (1:05:32 AM): summer fuckin ending and im still waiting for you to visit me .
WinnySayz (1:06:16 AM): i stay up crying thinkin about how much i miss you
WinnySayz (1:06:18 AM): and how long its been
WinnySayz (1:06:28 AM): and how you moved me down on your top even tho its juss myspace.
WinnySayz (1:06:34 AM): and you always tell mar you miss her
Rawrstephie (1:06:35 AM): lol
WinnySayz (1:06:38 AM): and make videos for her
Rawrstephie (1:06:41 AM): yer the one that didnt wanan be attached
WinnySayz (1:06:42 AM): im not laughin
Rawrstephie (1:06:52 AM): you kinda broke up with me,, so i let go
WinnySayz (1:06:56 AM): didnt think you;d let me go like thaty
WinnySayz (1:07:01 AM): okie
WinnySayz (1:07:06 AM): now i know for sure
Rawrstephie (1:07:28 AM): but why would you do that to me in the first place?
Rawrstephie (1:07:33 AM): i thought things were fine..
Rawrstephie (1:07:38 AM): until you texted me that shit
Rawrstephie (1:07:42 AM): i was like wtf?
Rawrstephie (1:10:22 AM): hello?:/
WinnySayz (1:10:28 AM): well wtf how many times i fucken depend on you and youdont fucken come thru
WinnySayz (1:10:36 AM): am i suppose to juss keep gettin hurt by you ?
Rawrstephie (1:10:55 AM): you get mad because i dont have rides to get you T.T
Rawrstephie (1:10:59 AM): i cant drive
WinnySayz (1:11:02 AM): not even that !
Rawrstephie (1:11:05 AM): nd i cant make anyone drive for you
WinnySayz (1:11:11 AM): you havent came to fuckin modesto in how long ??????????
WinnySayz (1:11:31 AM): im hellla unapprieiated when it comes to you
WinnySayz (1:11:35 AM): i got fed up
WinnySayz (1:11:49 AM): " waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought "
Rawrstephie (1:12:05 AM): you have to undestand im young i dont have much freedom
Rawrstephie (1:12:08 AM): plus my parents
WinnySayz (1:12:25 AM): how old was i when i took the train BY MYSELF ?
WinnySayz (1:12:29 AM): you at as if i was 17 forever
WinnySayz (1:12:36 AM): i dont have much freedom
WinnySayz (1:12:41 AM): your parents work
WinnySayz (1:12:46 AM): you have it easy
Rawrstephie (1:13:02 AM): wtf?
Rawrstephie (1:13:04 AM): no doode
Rawrstephie (1:13:08 AM): our parents are different
WinnySayz (1:13:22 AM): my parents are more strict .
WinnySayz (1:13:27 AM): i earn there trust ...
Rawrstephie (1:13:37 AM): lol
WinnySayz (1:13:46 AM): what lito trust i have
WinnySayz (1:13:48 AM): idgaf
Rawrstephie (1:13:49 AM): our parents are strict int ehre own way
WinnySayz (1:13:57 AM): if my parents beat me they do .
WinnySayz (1:14:01 AM): your parents beat you ?
WinnySayz (1:14:04 AM): youthin kytou have iot hard ?
WinnySayz (1:14:11 AM): i ghet beat by everyone else in my fam
Rawrstephie (1:14:11 AM): i nver said that
WinnySayz (1:14:15 AM): except my parents .
WinnySayz (1:14:17 AM): still
WinnySayz (1:14:18 AM): wtf
Rawrstephie (1:14:23 AM): i respect my parents.. im not gonna go away without asking them
WinnySayz (1:14:24 AM): i have it 1000 times worst then you
WinnySayz (1:14:31 AM): i respect my mom too
Rawrstephie (1:14:34 AM): nd they dont want me to go its watever
WinnySayz (1:14:36 AM): to an extent
Rawrstephie (1:14:37 AM): ill be mad all i want
Rawrstephie (1:14:50 AM): but id rather have them happy nd care nd know where im at
WinnySayz (1:15:09 AM): modesto ?
WinnySayz (1:15:14 AM): how they not gonna kno where you ta ?
WinnySayz (1:15:16 AM): *at
Rawrstephie (1:15:28 AM): because i took the train there
Rawrstephie (1:15:36 AM): thats still goiong without there permission
WinnySayz (1:15:51 AM): ehh
WinnySayz (1:16:05 AM): idk i hope you like fresno coz the farthest your gonna get is fresno state
WinnySayz (1:16:14 AM): idk how many degrees you can get there
Rawrstephie (1:16:20 AM): o.O
WinnySayz (1:16:22 AM): and i kno when you grow up and find a job
Rawrstephie (1:16:24 AM): what do you mean?
WinnySayz (1:16:25 AM): your gonna hate it
WinnySayz (1:16:30 AM): coz your parents are holding you baclk
Rawrstephie (1:16:34 AM): lol
Rawrstephie (1:16:37 AM): no they wont
Rawrstephie (1:16:45 AM): i can go whereever i want when im older
WinnySayz (1:16:46 AM): they are now
Rawrstephie (1:16:50 AM): now is different
WinnySayz (1:16:51 AM): rightt .
Rawrstephie (1:16:53 AM): im still a kid
Rawrstephie (1:16:56 AM): i need parents
WinnySayz (1:16:57 AM): you said that this summer
WinnySayz (1:17:01 AM): no you dont
WinnySayz (1:17:03 AM): trust me
Rawrstephie (1:17:09 AM): I DO
Rawrstephie (1:17:09 AM): ME
Rawrstephie (1:17:12 AM): maybe you dont
Rawrstephie (1:17:15 AM): but i do
Rawrstephie (1:17:16 AM): i love them
Rawrstephie (1:17:20 AM): they can be mean or watever
Rawrstephie (1:17:29 AM): but its to help me
Rawrstephie (1:17:35 AM): to protect me
WinnySayz (1:18:00 AM): righttt .

Tinh Yeu La Gi?

Định nghĩa tình yêu là gì?

Ahhh. Show me. Tell me. Is it already here?

<3

I honestly just don't know.

My worst day in a while

Well. on thursday i went the the Island. got my phone STOLEN AGAIN. Fiday. i wake up get ready to go to the mall.. clean.. do shit cuhz im bored. we dont go to the mall..im alright with that. Trang comes over. We chill til like 8? it was really boring. trang came over like everyday of the week today.
i asked my dad to go to anns house. nd he said"why? havent you had fun enough?"(trang came over nd all we did was sit) nd then i said "Bush is there he can drive me home" he said "NO. nd why is bush over there? tell him to go home!"
so i called bush nd told him to go home..
nd bush got mad at me since he couldnt go see his gf.. nd she lives near sacramento.
nd i said sorry nd i really am sorry.
MY DAD IS A DICK. nd im ticked off that i couldnt go to teh party that i wanted to go for a week now. nd then i get shit from win.

nd ive been thinking she doesnt like me as much anymore. nd im okay with that too. i jsut dont know how shes gonna tell me. she'll tell me if she stops liking me right? how do ppl tell ppl these things? she doesnt call me babe or baby or say bye with a <3 anymore..thats why
anyways..

i couldnt take everything so i cried.. jsut a bit.. but now im fine i hope..
i went ootside to get the rum..but then we had milkso i was like.. milk is good..
plus i have to get teh liquor behind the rice bin.. nd that might take long.

well.. watever i guess im done.. answer the bolded question for me please:]

I won't take any of this back.

Rawrstephie (5:06:42 PM): im jsut saying, if you wanan be friend still

Rawrstephie (5:06:44 PM): be friends.

WinnySayz (5:06:49 PM): we are .

Rawrstephie (5:06:49 PM): nothing more

WinnySayz (5:06:57 PM): but apparently its my fault hes cheatin on her .

Rawrstephie (5:07:02 PM): its partly

WinnySayz (5:07:05 PM): nooo .

WinnySayz (5:07:07 PM): its all my fault

Rawrstephie (5:07:08 PM): more becuse his dumbass

WinnySayz (5:07:10 PM): coz hes with her

WinnySayz (5:07:18 PM): and i should make him dump her right ?

Rawrstephie (5:07:22 PM): no

Rawrstephie (5:07:23 PM): wtfff

WinnySayz (5:07:23 PM): and i have that power over him .

WinnySayz (5:07:25 PM): yes it is

WinnySayz (5:07:27 PM): its okay

WinnySayz (5:07:30 PM): i understand now .

WinnySayz (5:07:32 PM): thank you soo much

Rawrstephie (5:07:32 PM): hes with her

WinnySayz (5:07:37 PM): you opened my eyes .

Rawrstephie (5:07:38 PM): yer like not understanidn me

Rawrstephie (5:07:38 PM): T.T

WinnySayz (5:07:44 PM): yes i do .

Rawrstephie (5:07:45 PM): yer making up yer own shit

WinnySayz (5:07:47 PM): its myt fauly .

Rawrstephie (5:07:52 PM): i said nothing about him dumping her

WinnySayz (5:07:53 PM): * fault

Rawrstephie (5:08:07 PM): hes with her because he wants to me

Rawrstephie (5:08:09 PM): be*

WinnySayz (5:08:18 PM): there you go

WinnySayz (5:08:24 PM): he cheats on her coz he wants to .

Rawrstephie (5:08:32 PM): obviously

Rawrstephie (5:08:43 PM): if he didnt want to then he wouldnt have

WinnySayz (5:08:51 PM): yup

Rawrstephie (5:08:57 PM): yup:]

THINK.RETHINK.&&THINK AGAIN.
hardheaded bitch T.T

I'll save this forever<3

Mar(July08o9)

Hii. So like... there's things I need to get out and its driving me crazy until I get it out. I would tell you over the phone, but my mother fucking house phone isn't working.. and I know I probably wouldn't be able to talk straight, so you'd be like "huuhh??" the whole time xD but yeah. sorry that its so long haha.

So you know how I said that I'd rather stay up late thinking of you than to go to sleep? well i finally realized why. Its cuz just thinking about you keeps me happy. And you know what I think about most of the time? I think about how it would be if you and I were together, I think about our conversations we had during the day and how the second I sign off, I miss talking to you already.
So these thoughts and many more keeps a smile on my face and a this feeling in my tummy. And even if I dream of you, the sweetest dream would just never do. Because I'd just wake up anyways and reality would hit me. it hurts cuz i could be having the greatest dream that i wish was reality and once i wake up, it wasn't real. but when I wake up, for some reason I can still smile just because you are the first thought in my mind. Every freakin morning xD
You know what else? I feel like I'm really really really lucky. I'm lucky because I'm talking to you, an amazing girl. I'm lucky because I have you stuck in my head all day and freakin night haha. I'm lucky to be able to dream and to feel these feelings I have for you. And Im really lucky cuz you... like me. Out of all people, me? I mean you probably don't feel the same way as I do, but you like mee :D haha I swear something is wrong with your mind to like me but I'm veryy happy you do :) You make me so happy, you dont even know. I cant help but smile everytime i talk to you. Its almost impossible to try to explain how exactly I feel about you right now. It might just be as impossible as trying to find someone's tear drops in the ocean.. Impossible right? I swear, I havent felt like this since i first started falling for my ex... and thats the thing.. I don't know what to do. I actually feel that I'm falling for you. But I'm really... really scared to fall for you even more cuz I fear getting hurt again and going through it all over. But I cant help falling. Its like my heart has a mind of its own and i guess its gonna do whatever is true, right or wrong. Ugh I don't know what it is about you but like youre really something amazing. I honestly do not fall easily but yet here I am, easily falling for every smile and every word you say.



You make me feel like a million bucks<3
Marvelous<3

Love Hurts.

Rawrstephie (6:43:28 PM): yeah:/ im sorry... ahhh bad timings.. when are you leaving again?

WinnySayz (6:44:17 PM): Soon . Fuck it dont bother tryin . I been here all week . A 5 min drive is still too far for you .

Rawrstephie (6:44:35 PM): its 5 mins away? nd btw i cant drive T.T

WinnySayz (6:45:10 PM): Yeah but you have friends dont you .. w.e

Rawrstephie (6:45:22 PM): that drive? i know 2 T.T

WinnySayz (6:46:36 PM): 2 is more than enough . You also have a licenced brother . You always fuckin do this . Find excuses . Hella not worth the trouble of askin your friends for ride

Rawrstephie (6:47:15 PM): you always do this. you always make me feel bad. you expect me to do soemthig that i cant. its not be who's drving its bush i cant

Rawrstephie (6:47:27 PM): make him drive somewhere or someone he doesnt want to

WinnySayz (6:48:12 PM): Yeah w.e you cant go out of town and sleep over but you can sleep at a fuckin hotel huh ?

Rawrstephie (6:48:53 PM): REALLY WIN? that wasnt my fault either. its my parents. you always shit on me. its not me.

Rawrstephie (6:49:11 PM): LOL you always shit on me haha typpo my bad

WinnySayz (6:50:21 PM): Obviously it is you . if not i guess it my fault your parents are stupid and bitchy towards you right ... Yeah sorry for being friends with you .

Rawrstephie (6:51:31 PM): so its my fault there my aprents are bitchy nd shit? thats fuckin dumb. theyre bitchy because they are no ones makes them.

Rawrstephie (6:54:41 PM): so.. you hate me now right?

WinnySayz (6:55:11 PM): Been .

Rawrstephie (6:56:02 PM): :o holy shit:/ what made it start?

WinnySayz (6:56:35 PM): When i met your parents

Rawrstephie (6:57:01 PM): LOL then why were you still friends with me?:[

WinnySayz (6:58:08 PM): You were juss a cover to get out .