I'm tired.

Really am.

I'm sleeping now T.T

just thought I'd post atleast something

:P

WinnySayz (9:47:39 PM): "When you Love Someone, When you Truly Love someone. That person Becomes apart of you, they become your Life, your everything. They change you and they inspire you in so many different ways that are indescribable. How do you let go of someone who has made such and impact on your Life? How do you let go of the only thing that keeps you going, keeps you strong? Loving someone with all you have is letting go of fear, it is growing up. Because when you love someone whole-Heartedly. you let of yourself to live is to love. So how do you let go of someone you truly care about? The truth is i don't think you can, i think no matter what happens, whether you are together or not, they are in your heart, Always."

Rawrstephie (9:48:23 PM): o.o

Rawrstephie (9:48:26 PM): thats DEEPP

Rawrstephie (9:48:30 PM): likleee

Rawrstephie (9:48:37 PM): experieiced pron stars deep

Rawrstephie (9:48:52 PM): experienced porn*

WinnySayz (9:49:04 PM): HAHAAHA !

Outdated.

So I only go on here for emotional thigns i've noticed.
lol
its like a diary.. but a public one:P

I always wanted to rwite a diary but being me, i was always too lazy hahah XDD

nd right now, I'm REALLY bored T.T
so ima write shit.. you know? why not..
hahah


first of all..
my lil death will wish thingy i made before is outdated..
so fuck that shit hahah
well.. most of it..
ill make a new one sooner or later.
but teh chances are later.
lol



umm idk what else..
I haven't done anything today.. so yeah
Tmrw is oreintation:p nd no one has there cards? so wtf? T.T
I don't wannna go back to school XD
less time talking with Mar haha
nd I REAAAALLLY don't want her to be jsut my summer girl.
i really like her>.<
blahh


so idk learning is all good tho nd friends ofcourseee..
i wonder if i have classes at both places:D
that's be pretty chill:DD

alright im done.

because yer mood changes hella quick.

WinnySayz (1:03:39 AM): imy D;
WinnySayz (1:03:51 AM): it hurts to know your really not there anymore .
Rawrstephie (1:04:50 AM): ahh
Rawrstephie (1:04:53 AM): imy2:p
Rawrstephie (1:04:56 AM): nd its not my fault
Rawrstephie (1:04:56 AM): lol
WinnySayz (1:04:59 AM): no you dont .
Rawrstephie (1:05:05 AM): lol i said it first
WinnySayz (1:05:21 AM): i kno youdont mean it .
WinnySayz (1:05:32 AM): summer fuckin ending and im still waiting for you to visit me .
WinnySayz (1:06:16 AM): i stay up crying thinkin about how much i miss you
WinnySayz (1:06:18 AM): and how long its been
WinnySayz (1:06:28 AM): and how you moved me down on your top even tho its juss myspace.
WinnySayz (1:06:34 AM): and you always tell mar you miss her
Rawrstephie (1:06:35 AM): lol
WinnySayz (1:06:38 AM): and make videos for her
Rawrstephie (1:06:41 AM): yer the one that didnt wanan be attached
WinnySayz (1:06:42 AM): im not laughin
Rawrstephie (1:06:52 AM): you kinda broke up with me,, so i let go
WinnySayz (1:06:56 AM): didnt think you;d let me go like thaty
WinnySayz (1:07:01 AM): okie
WinnySayz (1:07:06 AM): now i know for sure
Rawrstephie (1:07:28 AM): but why would you do that to me in the first place?
Rawrstephie (1:07:33 AM): i thought things were fine..
Rawrstephie (1:07:38 AM): until you texted me that shit
Rawrstephie (1:07:42 AM): i was like wtf?
Rawrstephie (1:10:22 AM): hello?:/
WinnySayz (1:10:28 AM): well wtf how many times i fucken depend on you and youdont fucken come thru
WinnySayz (1:10:36 AM): am i suppose to juss keep gettin hurt by you ?
Rawrstephie (1:10:55 AM): you get mad because i dont have rides to get you T.T
Rawrstephie (1:10:59 AM): i cant drive
WinnySayz (1:11:02 AM): not even that !
Rawrstephie (1:11:05 AM): nd i cant make anyone drive for you
WinnySayz (1:11:11 AM): you havent came to fuckin modesto in how long ??????????
WinnySayz (1:11:31 AM): im hellla unapprieiated when it comes to you
WinnySayz (1:11:35 AM): i got fed up
WinnySayz (1:11:49 AM): " waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought "
Rawrstephie (1:12:05 AM): you have to undestand im young i dont have much freedom
Rawrstephie (1:12:08 AM): plus my parents
WinnySayz (1:12:25 AM): how old was i when i took the train BY MYSELF ?
WinnySayz (1:12:29 AM): you at as if i was 17 forever
WinnySayz (1:12:36 AM): i dont have much freedom
WinnySayz (1:12:41 AM): your parents work
WinnySayz (1:12:46 AM): you have it easy
Rawrstephie (1:13:02 AM): wtf?
Rawrstephie (1:13:04 AM): no doode
Rawrstephie (1:13:08 AM): our parents are different
WinnySayz (1:13:22 AM): my parents are more strict .
WinnySayz (1:13:27 AM): i earn there trust ...
Rawrstephie (1:13:37 AM): lol
WinnySayz (1:13:46 AM): what lito trust i have
WinnySayz (1:13:48 AM): idgaf
Rawrstephie (1:13:49 AM): our parents are strict int ehre own way
WinnySayz (1:13:57 AM): if my parents beat me they do .
WinnySayz (1:14:01 AM): your parents beat you ?
WinnySayz (1:14:04 AM): youthin kytou have iot hard ?
WinnySayz (1:14:11 AM): i ghet beat by everyone else in my fam
Rawrstephie (1:14:11 AM): i nver said that
WinnySayz (1:14:15 AM): except my parents .
WinnySayz (1:14:17 AM): still
WinnySayz (1:14:18 AM): wtf
Rawrstephie (1:14:23 AM): i respect my parents.. im not gonna go away without asking them
WinnySayz (1:14:24 AM): i have it 1000 times worst then you
WinnySayz (1:14:31 AM): i respect my mom too
Rawrstephie (1:14:34 AM): nd they dont want me to go its watever
WinnySayz (1:14:36 AM): to an extent
Rawrstephie (1:14:37 AM): ill be mad all i want
Rawrstephie (1:14:50 AM): but id rather have them happy nd care nd know where im at
WinnySayz (1:15:09 AM): modesto ?
WinnySayz (1:15:14 AM): how they not gonna kno where you ta ?
WinnySayz (1:15:16 AM): *at
Rawrstephie (1:15:28 AM): because i took the train there
Rawrstephie (1:15:36 AM): thats still goiong without there permission
WinnySayz (1:15:51 AM): ehh
WinnySayz (1:16:05 AM): idk i hope you like fresno coz the farthest your gonna get is fresno state
WinnySayz (1:16:14 AM): idk how many degrees you can get there
Rawrstephie (1:16:20 AM): o.O
WinnySayz (1:16:22 AM): and i kno when you grow up and find a job
Rawrstephie (1:16:24 AM): what do you mean?
WinnySayz (1:16:25 AM): your gonna hate it
WinnySayz (1:16:30 AM): coz your parents are holding you baclk
Rawrstephie (1:16:34 AM): lol
Rawrstephie (1:16:37 AM): no they wont
Rawrstephie (1:16:45 AM): i can go whereever i want when im older
WinnySayz (1:16:46 AM): they are now
Rawrstephie (1:16:50 AM): now is different
WinnySayz (1:16:51 AM): rightt .
Rawrstephie (1:16:53 AM): im still a kid
Rawrstephie (1:16:56 AM): i need parents
WinnySayz (1:16:57 AM): you said that this summer
WinnySayz (1:17:01 AM): no you dont
WinnySayz (1:17:03 AM): trust me
Rawrstephie (1:17:09 AM): I DO
Rawrstephie (1:17:09 AM): ME
Rawrstephie (1:17:12 AM): maybe you dont
Rawrstephie (1:17:15 AM): but i do
Rawrstephie (1:17:16 AM): i love them
Rawrstephie (1:17:20 AM): they can be mean or watever
Rawrstephie (1:17:29 AM): but its to help me
Rawrstephie (1:17:35 AM): to protect me
WinnySayz (1:18:00 AM): righttt .

Tinh Yeu La Gi?

Định nghĩa tình yêu là gì?

Ahhh. Show me. Tell me. Is it already here?

<3

I honestly just don't know.

My worst day in a while

Well. on thursday i went the the Island. got my phone STOLEN AGAIN. Fiday. i wake up get ready to go to the mall.. clean.. do shit cuhz im bored. we dont go to the mall..im alright with that. Trang comes over. We chill til like 8? it was really boring. trang came over like everyday of the week today.
i asked my dad to go to anns house. nd he said"why? havent you had fun enough?"(trang came over nd all we did was sit) nd then i said "Bush is there he can drive me home" he said "NO. nd why is bush over there? tell him to go home!"
so i called bush nd told him to go home..
nd bush got mad at me since he couldnt go see his gf.. nd she lives near sacramento.
nd i said sorry nd i really am sorry.
MY DAD IS A DICK. nd im ticked off that i couldnt go to teh party that i wanted to go for a week now. nd then i get shit from win.

nd ive been thinking she doesnt like me as much anymore. nd im okay with that too. i jsut dont know how shes gonna tell me. she'll tell me if she stops liking me right? how do ppl tell ppl these things? she doesnt call me babe or baby or say bye with a <3 anymore..thats why
anyways..

i couldnt take everything so i cried.. jsut a bit.. but now im fine i hope..
i went ootside to get the rum..but then we had milkso i was like.. milk is good..
plus i have to get teh liquor behind the rice bin.. nd that might take long.

well.. watever i guess im done.. answer the bolded question for me please:]

I won't take any of this back.

Rawrstephie (5:06:42 PM): im jsut saying, if you wanan be friend still

Rawrstephie (5:06:44 PM): be friends.

WinnySayz (5:06:49 PM): we are .

Rawrstephie (5:06:49 PM): nothing more

WinnySayz (5:06:57 PM): but apparently its my fault hes cheatin on her .

Rawrstephie (5:07:02 PM): its partly

WinnySayz (5:07:05 PM): nooo .

WinnySayz (5:07:07 PM): its all my fault

Rawrstephie (5:07:08 PM): more becuse his dumbass

WinnySayz (5:07:10 PM): coz hes with her

WinnySayz (5:07:18 PM): and i should make him dump her right ?

Rawrstephie (5:07:22 PM): no

Rawrstephie (5:07:23 PM): wtfff

WinnySayz (5:07:23 PM): and i have that power over him .

WinnySayz (5:07:25 PM): yes it is

WinnySayz (5:07:27 PM): its okay

WinnySayz (5:07:30 PM): i understand now .

WinnySayz (5:07:32 PM): thank you soo much

Rawrstephie (5:07:32 PM): hes with her

WinnySayz (5:07:37 PM): you opened my eyes .

Rawrstephie (5:07:38 PM): yer like not understanidn me

Rawrstephie (5:07:38 PM): T.T

WinnySayz (5:07:44 PM): yes i do .

Rawrstephie (5:07:45 PM): yer making up yer own shit

WinnySayz (5:07:47 PM): its myt fauly .

Rawrstephie (5:07:52 PM): i said nothing about him dumping her

WinnySayz (5:07:53 PM): * fault

Rawrstephie (5:08:07 PM): hes with her because he wants to me

Rawrstephie (5:08:09 PM): be*

WinnySayz (5:08:18 PM): there you go

WinnySayz (5:08:24 PM): he cheats on her coz he wants to .

Rawrstephie (5:08:32 PM): obviously

Rawrstephie (5:08:43 PM): if he didnt want to then he wouldnt have

WinnySayz (5:08:51 PM): yup

Rawrstephie (5:08:57 PM): yup:]

THINK.RETHINK.&&THINK AGAIN.
hardheaded bitch T.T

I'll save this forever<3

Mar(July08o9)

Hii. So like... there's things I need to get out and its driving me crazy until I get it out. I would tell you over the phone, but my mother fucking house phone isn't working.. and I know I probably wouldn't be able to talk straight, so you'd be like "huuhh??" the whole time xD but yeah. sorry that its so long haha.

So you know how I said that I'd rather stay up late thinking of you than to go to sleep? well i finally realized why. Its cuz just thinking about you keeps me happy. And you know what I think about most of the time? I think about how it would be if you and I were together, I think about our conversations we had during the day and how the second I sign off, I miss talking to you already.
So these thoughts and many more keeps a smile on my face and a this feeling in my tummy. And even if I dream of you, the sweetest dream would just never do. Because I'd just wake up anyways and reality would hit me. it hurts cuz i could be having the greatest dream that i wish was reality and once i wake up, it wasn't real. but when I wake up, for some reason I can still smile just because you are the first thought in my mind. Every freakin morning xD
You know what else? I feel like I'm really really really lucky. I'm lucky because I'm talking to you, an amazing girl. I'm lucky because I have you stuck in my head all day and freakin night haha. I'm lucky to be able to dream and to feel these feelings I have for you. And Im really lucky cuz you... like me. Out of all people, me? I mean you probably don't feel the same way as I do, but you like mee :D haha I swear something is wrong with your mind to like me but I'm veryy happy you do :) You make me so happy, you dont even know. I cant help but smile everytime i talk to you. Its almost impossible to try to explain how exactly I feel about you right now. It might just be as impossible as trying to find someone's tear drops in the ocean.. Impossible right? I swear, I havent felt like this since i first started falling for my ex... and thats the thing.. I don't know what to do. I actually feel that I'm falling for you. But I'm really... really scared to fall for you even more cuz I fear getting hurt again and going through it all over. But I cant help falling. Its like my heart has a mind of its own and i guess its gonna do whatever is true, right or wrong. Ugh I don't know what it is about you but like youre really something amazing. I honestly do not fall easily but yet here I am, easily falling for every smile and every word you say.



You make me feel like a million bucks<3
Marvelous<3

Love Hurts.

Rawrstephie (6:43:28 PM): yeah:/ im sorry... ahhh bad timings.. when are you leaving again?

WinnySayz (6:44:17 PM): Soon . Fuck it dont bother tryin . I been here all week . A 5 min drive is still too far for you .

Rawrstephie (6:44:35 PM): its 5 mins away? nd btw i cant drive T.T

WinnySayz (6:45:10 PM): Yeah but you have friends dont you .. w.e

Rawrstephie (6:45:22 PM): that drive? i know 2 T.T

WinnySayz (6:46:36 PM): 2 is more than enough . You also have a licenced brother . You always fuckin do this . Find excuses . Hella not worth the trouble of askin your friends for ride

Rawrstephie (6:47:15 PM): you always do this. you always make me feel bad. you expect me to do soemthig that i cant. its not be who's drving its bush i cant

Rawrstephie (6:47:27 PM): make him drive somewhere or someone he doesnt want to

WinnySayz (6:48:12 PM): Yeah w.e you cant go out of town and sleep over but you can sleep at a fuckin hotel huh ?

Rawrstephie (6:48:53 PM): REALLY WIN? that wasnt my fault either. its my parents. you always shit on me. its not me.

Rawrstephie (6:49:11 PM): LOL you always shit on me haha typpo my bad

WinnySayz (6:50:21 PM): Obviously it is you . if not i guess it my fault your parents are stupid and bitchy towards you right ... Yeah sorry for being friends with you .

Rawrstephie (6:51:31 PM): so its my fault there my aprents are bitchy nd shit? thats fuckin dumb. theyre bitchy because they are no ones makes them.

Rawrstephie (6:54:41 PM): so.. you hate me now right?

WinnySayz (6:55:11 PM): Been .

Rawrstephie (6:56:02 PM): :o holy shit:/ what made it start?

WinnySayz (6:56:35 PM): When i met your parents

Rawrstephie (6:57:01 PM): LOL then why were you still friends with me?:[

WinnySayz (6:58:08 PM): You were juss a cover to get out .

Cuhz its saturday!!

just because:]

Heyyy:p
haven't posted in a while?

but i guess im a lazy busy bod:p

soooo fridayy
finally kicked it with mimi leo carl nd ronnie again
we went malling and platos closet nd sonics:p
came home around past 930
nd i told my dad about my party nd he was like straight up no:[
so i had to tell everyone that it was cancelled. so that sucksss

saturday...
trang and chanel came over then we went to chanels then adina came..
then we swam ate cereal.. walked around.. ate dinner
salmon nd prime rib and corn<3333333
then we swam again then adina left
then we lept swimming..
nd swam til 1030?
then bush picked us up dropped off trang nd went homeee
yupppppppppppp

nd yeahhh
you know that randomass chica i have a crush on?
im thinkin i shouldnt even have a crush on her yaknow?
cuhz im hella shy to talk to her nd shit nd the talks are really short...
cuhz i reply slow cuhz i get sidetracked
nd she always has to leave the first couple mins..
nd i dont know what to talk about anyways:/
so yeah:/ idk lol
i fail so bad

Birthday Sex.

Well the the 24th was my bday:]

nd ima do my shit next weekend if yer wondering:D
nd im really too lazy to write a blog so yeah LOL

but

SHES SO FUCKIN CUTE!

I hate

How in the area of which i live, everyone knows someone else you know in some way or another.
It really bothers me. Like today, this girl from my school that i don't even talk to has a picture with my best friend that lives an hour nd a half away. Its so crazy. I hate having friends with other friends that know yer friends nd are all connected somehow.





Today was really fun:]





I love you guys for this card:D
nd all the signatures inside it<3

Lost causes.

Me trying is jsut a lost cause.

The one before is with teh most hottest chick ever hahhaa.
but tis okay cuhz i didnt like him anyways. i love him cuhz hes my brother.
BUT GOD DAMN shes FIONE! hahhaha

anyways.
they one that was now told me he liked me. yesterday. today he doesnt. when i did T.T
but its all good cuhz i know he's a good friend. nd he lied nd she lied. but tis okay haha
nothing to fuss over.

nd party that ive been planning nd rescheduling ALL month is fuckin off. I feel bad cuhz Anjen changed her plans nd stuff:/ ahhh FML

the only good thing is

so theres this chica. nd shes REALLY CUTE! hahah i was afraid to add her. ON MYSPACE. i know right? lame. but i finally got teh courage to from the help of Kuya:p haha nd i actually cmted her hahhaha. LAMELAMELAME. but yeah. i really think shes cutely intimidating.

i care what ppl think but its blogspot. I'm bi guys. if you feel different about me. thats yer thing. that wouldnt be nice at all but yeah:/
PLUS i DO NOT have crushes on my friends.
likw win thinks T.T lol she gets mad that i dont like her. but eyah i dont T.T sry loool.



--SHES REALLY CUTE!

Because I'm okay.

Because im okay.

I'm okay that you don't really know me at all.
I'm okay that yer not there as much anymore.
I'm okay cuhz im not missing you anymore.
I'm okay cuhz i don't feel for you anymore.
I'm okay cuhz i know i'll always love you.
I'm okay because you were the one i put my most into.
I'm okay.


DAMN that was a lot of okaysXD
tried to make it sound cool.
haha but yeah




The one that i used to; now told me.
The one that i am; now told me

WTFUH MAN?

weee.

For my birthday.

I know what i want now.

I want everyone to draw me a picture.
of anything.

I wanna post it up on my wall.
DONT FORGET TO SIGN IT!:]

That is all.
today was a waste.
i didnt even try to do my homeworkXD

Promises SHALL be broken.

It's a fact.

I've missed her for so long. but its slipping.

i don't know if i can keep my promise for years to come.
i love you.
i missed you so much the last few months.
when you came i felt like i didnt even show it
I'm sorry.
yer my everything.

I'm determined to visit you.
nd i dont want you to come down before i do.

Fuck.

FUCK THE SWINE FLU!


Get me that shirt! loool
nd i got my yellows shoes<3

i needa reorganize my shoes now..
most of them dont fit:p

nd umm i forgot what this blog was about...


OH YEAH

I dislike it when guy have girlfriends but still hit on you.
nd the fact is; you know tehy ahve a girlfriend.
no duh nigga! i have you as a friend on myspace! LOL

hhaha

but yeah or even so i know someother way.


i HATE it how i go along with it sometimes tho.
but i know nohting gonna happen.
blerh it still gets me mad at myself.

oh nd!
THEM SCIENTOLOGIST DONT PLAY!

Death NoteXD

So; you guys hearing all these Swine Flizuu shizz?

Heres my "Just in case i die" thing haha
i know i won't but i always wanted to write one haha
plus if i die suddleny youll know what ill do:]

haha
Let's start!


At my funeral i want a variety of foods for people to eatXD
gotta entertain my guest right?
It has to be an open funeral please:] but not as in you can see me:/
but if its an open CASKET then i better be wearing my winged eyeliner. nd it better be right.
hahah
kays
To Friends: Pretend I'm dead nd writing this kay? I'm not sad, no. Remember ima always happy:] Bring everyone that ever knew me; or at least wants to come. even if i met them once nd made a good impression:] they were apart of my life:] they best be playing techno music! haha at where the old ppl arent. please bring boys too:p i wanna show my parents the friends that theyve never met. someone better pick up shantal nd win too if they can't come on there own. please dont bring any haters. theres a limited about of hmongs allowed too. make sure i know them well. i love you all:]
Death makes you forget. nd you'll forget about me soon after i die. but chaknowwhat? its okay:]
haha

better have some fruit salad there! XD

ummmm only win knows my myspace password.. so yeah..
nd if i die i wish for you to use a non-school photo. any myspace photo please haha
:o i have billion private albums XD
nd can you tell lisa to give my purple bday present back to shantal:]
cuhz she bought it for me:] nd i want her to have it back
nd give the one twilight book thing back to Ann.
nd yeah ill think of more i guess.
lol



SHOOOT a mosquitoo! ahhh! lost it T.T' gotta kill himmm

OMG Shoes.

cliche.



Currently;
-kiss and tell by the maine
shuffle is on:] so ill tell you if if changes haha


Kays:]

been shopping for shoes.
ill get heels some other time:p
look:]
vvvv

they have my size at sheikh:]
but i didnt ask them to put it on hold:/
nd these. in the two last colors..

we're gonna go to tulare outlet soo if there anything there i like.
id rahter get that.
my dads treating us to shoes..
nd idk why T.T he has no job:/
we're doing projects on teh house too:P

bust it baby 2 went on..i clicked forward nd now its smooth criminal by alien ant farm:p
then forward again...nd now its the city is contagious by the cab:]


OH at school someone lit the trashcan on fire
hahah
nd i had a lighter nd they thought it was me:O

nd they gave out free apples:]] but i didnt know:[ nd didnt get any.
but shoe shine gave me a packet:DD
yay!

nd now ima eat this rice w. steak nd onions<3
hahha

i noticed im always eating really asian stuff on here.


i hate typos.

WTPHO

Ahh;
i keep on saying ill write somethng but i never do:p

The Rescue is at 3 today!!! wootwoot^^ i really hope i can go:/
i didnt even ask yet:o

I wanna help teh child soldiers of Uganda; don't youu?
COMECOMECOME:DD the more the better:]]

i cant sleepover at Fresno State:/ but its all good i get to walk the march thing there:DD
Well me nd Jemimah are gonna skate:p
but its all good:]
i want her to teach me something. i can't skate for shit. i swear:[


Im so happy about it:]
they only thing is that not a lotta people that i hang out w. are gonna go:/
i have to wake up around 1230 to see:/
nd ask in advance.
i dont even know how ima explain this to him T.T'
well yeah:/

I don't miss you guys as much anymore haha

Win T Ha<33

Oh! nd Ronnie never gave me a big hug:P
Whatta chode:p

haha
Carls back!!
Wootwoot^^

i see mimi every other day XD
ily:p

ugh yeah.. idk ima eat my chow mein now:p

Ho leng ai!

Ahhh T.T'

Today;
Ahhh
so much shit.

FUCK i feel so bad for nick.
His girlfriend is like hella mood swingy..
nd it stresses him out because he loves her.
I made a plan to surprise her at Wal-Mart.
nd it made her madder! ahh i wanna have a chat w. her.
but i think she hates me:/ like i wanna sit her ass down nd tell her how much shes making nick feel like shit.
ahh doode.
I really don't care if she was crying.. i know nick is gonna be sad nd not know what to say..
because i KNOW that she will cry.. because she always does.
but i really need to tell her.
i know its none of my business but shes gonna make him into an alchohalic<-- typo?

nd when he was on the phone w. her while she was crying fuckin bush nd danny threw shit at teh car.
I WAS HELLA MAD because it was all quiet because he needs to talk to her yaknow?
I FUCKIN THREW THE PIZZA ON THE THE GROUND.
unbuckled my seatbelt nd fuckin went outta that car.
I yelled.
WHAT TEH FUCK!? HELLA LOUD.
EVERYONE nd yeah there were 3 car loads of them kids, fuckin ran back into the car.
shantal came out too btw
like all of that was 10 seconds.
they drove off..
im guessing they didnt think it was anymore since i yelled:]
i felt powerful LOL
nd they had to pass us because nick breaked HELLLAAA HARD.
it smelled like rubber>:[

nd one of the cars went closer because im guessing they wanted to make sure it was nick.

nd they drove off in different directions..
nd kalia hung up on nick.
then nick was like sad..
it it hit just what happened..
so we tried following bush..
nd we fuckin called him nd he was being a jerk LIKE USUAL
nd he was c'mon doode it was a gummy bear shut up.
nd then he hung up..
Bush is a bitch. he has no remorse for anyones feelings because he has none himself.
nick was hella mad!
he braked hard again nd started punching his car
its okay it relieves stress:]<-- what i told him too

nd idk
today was a douche



ugh

<3

AHHHH

So today i watched Spirited Away again<33

<33Hayao Miyazaki's movies:]]]]]

but i havent seen all of them:o

Totoro nd Spirited Away<3

DAMN I<3those movies!

Kiki' Delivery service too:]
but not as much as Totoro nd Spirited Away:]
:DDDDDDDDDDD
weeeeeeeeeeeeee im happy:p

nd reallly bored

cocoa nd lucy are in my room.. i just got 2 fleas offa coke:o
OH nd a post card came in w. pepsi's name on it:[
i was like D;
ahh i miss you<33 r.i.p Pepsi

HAVING A HOOKER IN VEGAS WOULD BE LIKE

It'd feel like dropping a hot dog in a well<3
hahahha ily Kuya Buddy Leoncio

ahahhaha <3333 I REMEMBERED w.o you telling mee!!
im soo good
i win!

MEE I WIN!
hahhaha

SAAAAYY WHHHAAAT?

HEEE of all people made me laugh???
WTFFFFFF
hahahah

anywayssss:]

i still miss you<3

OH today was boring:]

:]

I miss youu<3333
hahah

Oh yeah! nd Leo's Uncle died:[ so heres his little spot even though i didnt know him.
so R.I.P<33


Okay soo:] i saw this guy today; hes ugly hahaha not to be mean but you know how i don't judge:]
ANYWAYSS.. i THINK hes my new crush? hahaha i barely talked to him but i get this awkward feeling of which i cant explain to YOU.

nd the nigga im teasing is on my nuts! Like no lie haha.. i don't wanna mess w. him anymore . nd IM A BITCH! ::[[[[ but i don't want someones seconds. nd idk hes just like PENIS. if that makes sense T.T i dont want it. im just like... okay....thats nice....



OHOHOH nd the new doode. hes an ACHE!:OOO that like +++++ to the ugly no affence.
but you know. i am kinda racist to hmongs. :/ nd HOLIDAY INN just came on hahaha
shieet on songg

i ate turon again today:]


Chanels dad makes teh best because he has this like.. sugar glaze thing on it
ND WE HAVE ICE CREAM!1 so ima get some after this blog:]

nd LA this weekend? i kinda dont wanna go:/
but yeah no modesto so i guess ill go.
i reallllyyy miss win<3333

nd i alsooo miss Leo nd Ronnie
nd Carl is on the PHILLIPINESSS!hahha

aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
MODESTO WILL COME THIS SPRING BREAK!>.<

:]

ahhh;
so i ahvent post in a while eh?

I've been sicxk for a week T.T
so lets start of fby what im doing RIGHT NOWWWW

currently listening to NEVERSHOUTNEVER:p
entertaining myself by teasing this dude:p
which isn't very nice but yeah lool

I've wanted to talk to someone lately but can't think anyone:p
haha loserrrr:p

No crushes latelyhahaha idk why. its teh feeling of someone liking you? or like you know you like them nd can think of someone when you want to. but my minds just nothing. i want someone there. haha LOSER MEEE!>.< i misss my friendsss.
DUUDEEE Shantal came back this weekend but i can't see hershes busy:[[[ nd chanels grounded.
All ive been doing lately is sleeping. ugh i hate it.
i havent beene ating either:/ idk why
no ones ever home anymore. i wish i could drive.

OOHHH i cut my hair; you'll see it if you ever see me but i dont have any good hairspray.. i guess i have to wait til i get mmoney., ugh fuck typosss...
hahahhahah HORNAYYY.
loserfetus. gawddd. im soo boredddd..

nd i feel like a whore today T.T idk why LOL thats weird of a feeling. lets fuck yeah? LOLOLOLOLJKKAAAAYYY. thats ewieee. im too young for that perveee.

well yeah okay ima eat my nooodles now. byeee

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

I NEED TO COME UP W. $80 FOR AN IPOD

A NEW 16G IPOD

i need to borrow money.
my mom isnt giving me any
dhe doesnt believe that its a hella good deal.
FML
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

awwhhh good nd bad:/

Okay:]
Today i went to thte snow for the first time. It was fun:] Chanel got hurt:[
Umm ate at imperial garden afterwards... saw some sick cars..
nd missed out on SOOOOO MUCH at home:[
Like so much:[[[[

Geo Kevin Johnny Greyzic Kason Danny Shain Carl nd other guy came over:[
nd they went to the park nd china kitchen nd kasons
:O nd made videos nd stuffff nd tey went inside kasons house. nd ive never been past the door.
i gained nd missed alot:/
I think i would have rather stayed home because i can always drive to the snow whne im older. BUT i had a good time. nd i didnt know everyone was coming.

Hmmm. Looks like they all had a good time here.

Ahhh.

nd currently listening to my baby's problems:/
nd editing bushs pic...
nd music:]
i miss you:]

I miss a lotta ppl:/
ahhh...

:D

Okies. so today im home sick. BLEK

nd im really bored. SOO
i re-visited my ex-favorite brand:]
SKELANIMALS XD i stopped collecting their shit.
but i kinda wanna start again:]
Anything from here:]
Skelanimals:]

so i think ima go to hot topic soon nd get some more stuff:]
the fuckin bags are hella expensive tho T.T

i still have my keychain from last bday that kyle gave me:]
leo took it for a while but i got it backk
umm still got the triple necklace thing...
lost teh earrings T.T TWICE
still have the two pairs of shoelaces..
nd i dont wanna dig up anymore skelanimal shitXD
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

So How was yer day?
Do you like Skelanimals?

answer in cmts yeah?


Umm Im currently on aim talking about wendys....
I really want some corn nd a baked potatoe right now.
:]
nd listening to if i were a boy.mp3
beyonces version:p
ND IM MOTHERFUCKIN HUNGRY!
okies<3

Ugh! Fuck me dooodeee!

I WANT THIS SHIT SO BADDD!


Omgeeee; THIS SHIT! :D Don't you fuckin love that? hahaha

UPDATEEE: the shoes isnt there anymore T.T'
but i found ones that look similar.
HERE
nd
HERE
fuckin shits expensive:p
nd i know the name brand now
its dingo O.o
nd found this while looking for those
END UPDATE

These dresses too but not as much as those shoes:p
1
2
threee
fourrrr
fivee
not in order btw

theyll be gone by my birthday tho:p
WHICH SUCKS HUGE PENIS. T.T


blahhh
ill show you more shit i found:] .. because im bored:]
plus if i put it on here itll be easy to keep track w.


hmmMmM:]

So Fuckin Cute like FUCKKK

nd this shit:D

nd i can get this anywhere but yeahh

i so would blog about clothes XD
ugh i feel like such a chick T.T
Someone get me some dunks:p

I STILL WANT THOSE SHOESSSS:P
ill stab a hoe for them.

I just realized.

that i really love you<3

but yer still a bitch<3

2-16-09

UPDATE:]










END UPDATE:]

Yesterday nd Today.

Yesterday:

went to Bullard High (as i was typing this my eye got itchy nd i was HELLA rubbing it nd my arm is black now T.T) oh nd anyways it was HELLLAAAA HELLAAA funXD we met some little kids when we were playing on the jungle jim ; umm Bianca Chris nd Ben hahaha OH nd that fuckin evil kid with red hair threw shit at us. nd fuckin blogspot keeps bolding shit >.< fuckin hoes. Anyways those fuckin kids are fast nd savage we played tagged (they were like 7) nd i went into this holepole thing nd they fuckin stomped on me. FUCKIN BOLD >.< nd then we left nd walked to like herndon nd bullard to look for food. but my dad picked us up nd in the car we asked to be dropped off at savemart but my dad was all blankfaced nd silent nd we asked twice nd when we got home he was like did you guys eat yet? OH OH i was w. chanel btw. MY BLOGS ARE SO LONG ND POINTLESSSSS. nd we said no then he said why didnt you tell me to get food? "WE BOTH DID" he: "What? i didnt hear you" me:"i asked you twice." Chanel" ah huh huhhuh *her laughXD* chanel;" i told you he didnt hear us" anyways.. my dad left to go drinking so me nd chanel went outside to skate. EPIC FAIL. but then us nd bush went to biancas nd lily nd desirae were there playing chubby bunny T.T i left chanel there went to jonny quick to meet up w. cayco. went to mimis house. then went to anns. had hella fun w. Evalynn:D nd ofcourse ann ask about the situation XD nd i said i wasnt in it nd the subject was dropped i think O.o there wasnt much to tell anyways. even tho i wanted to tell her everything:] umm slept over...in the morning bush picked me up..

Today:

today... i read. slept skated. was supposed to sneak out:/ but dad came home:/ Win came! :o but i couldnt go since i was out all yesterday nd slept at anns. nd i was talking on the phone w. win when i was starting this nd have to call her back when im done. She hung up on me earlier; it made me sad. haha im not even lying XD . nd now im eating generic cherios that are really grainy. having only one eye in eyeliner. i have french hw but don't know what it is since i wrote it on my hand thursday nd washed it off T.T nd math also.

update: no more crushes ! YESHH>;] aaron yoo is still cute. if you don't know who that is then its ronny, the asian guy from Disturbia the movie>;] mimi knows:p

VentVent^^ nd today

I hate talking about males.

Why can't it be like me nd chanels convos?;D
fuckin sweetass funny convos XD


emotions arent something i like to talk about :p<--hypocrit status

nd lately i dont feel the same way about you. nd really idgaf.
dont fuckin ask me who. nd if you do then dont get fuckin asshurt when i say no one.
i don't like talking about yer relationships either:] but sometimes i wanna get dirt lool
dirt is a bad word. info on yer life is better. i miss you. but you know what? Fuck you you don't understand nd realtalk idgaf anymoreeeeeee:D


ALRIGHTY now to be less emotional
1st block- world geo we had a test nd finished watching freedom writers <3 (seen it 39483295 times) fuckin love that movie. I want that soundtrack ;DD
3- was hella boring.
5- got the best grade on the test.. wooott^^ i cheated:/ he was like Stephanie got the best score in the class nd i was like T.T hella felt bad nd Joe Anna me nd Amanda did a project nd we did it wrong T.T we were like stickin the thermometer in our armpits nd crotches nd shit to see it rise when we were supposed to be measuring water temp.
lunchh- rally. girls phrase" i dont like boys but i like there toys" like wtf?hella not appropriate XD guys " i got 99 problems but a girl aint one" but ofcourse at the rally they yelled bitch. i hella wanted that shirt! forgot my 5 bucks:P
7- the teacher fuckin hates me nd i was like dying sneezing nd shit. nd when she was talking i was like making the loogee<--typo XD noises :D on purpose ofcourse:p nd my group was giggling nd we sewed nd stufff blahh
busridee- me nd joe anna were talking about asking the bus driver for a cigarette nd her mom called too; She speaks hella good chink T.T i could barely understand her. nd she was fast so even harder for a half chink to understand XD
home was boring blah

TMRWWWW-------- bullard w. chanel :D come join ?
then anns at night to visit evalynn ann nd nary
MISS THEMMMM<333
alright thats hella writing so yeahhhh:]
night.

Theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 youuuuuuu

I love you.
--Plain White T's

Shawnimals nd life:p

Shawnimals.com :D

Leo showed me this little ninja dude nd then he found the box nd i googled it nd blahblah
anyways. THERE SO FUCKIN CUTE!!!>.< I LOVE HIM<3
I'd put my [junk]mail in him ehh ehh yaknow? think juno XD mustache obsessionnXD

randomrandom
shits been happening lately; nd ofcourse im not telling you. but yeahh...it sucks:/
involves...everything prlly:/

ooo leo also showed me this shirt!

Gost Brand:P freakkin losers who blog about brands *cough carlndronnie* I want eet:] i miss la lifeXD

I'd rather the pink be yellow tho:] or some other color. I hate pink:]

o221o9

OMFG im so mad>.<
>.< fuck it
im not rewriting this shit.


Aaron Yoo is cute nigga