just because:]

Heyyy:p
haven't posted in a while?

but i guess im a lazy busy bod:p

soooo fridayy
finally kicked it with mimi leo carl nd ronnie again
we went malling and platos closet nd sonics:p
came home around past 930
nd i told my dad about my party nd he was like straight up no:[
so i had to tell everyone that it was cancelled. so that sucksss

saturday...
trang and chanel came over then we went to chanels then adina came..
then we swam ate cereal.. walked around.. ate dinner
salmon nd prime rib and corn<3333333
then we swam again then adina left
then we lept swimming..
nd swam til 1030?
then bush picked us up dropped off trang nd went homeee
yupppppppppppp

nd yeahhh
you know that randomass chica i have a crush on?
im thinkin i shouldnt even have a crush on her yaknow?
cuhz im hella shy to talk to her nd shit nd the talks are really short...
cuhz i reply slow cuhz i get sidetracked
nd she always has to leave the first couple mins..
nd i dont know what to talk about anyways:/
so yeah:/ idk lol
i fail so bad

Birthday Sex.

Well the the 24th was my bday:]

nd ima do my shit next weekend if yer wondering:D
nd im really too lazy to write a blog so yeah LOL

but

SHES SO FUCKIN CUTE!

I hate

How in the area of which i live, everyone knows someone else you know in some way or another.
It really bothers me. Like today, this girl from my school that i don't even talk to has a picture with my best friend that lives an hour nd a half away. Its so crazy. I hate having friends with other friends that know yer friends nd are all connected somehow.





Today was really fun:]





I love you guys for this card:D
nd all the signatures inside it<3

Lost causes.

Me trying is jsut a lost cause.

The one before is with teh most hottest chick ever hahhaa.
but tis okay cuhz i didnt like him anyways. i love him cuhz hes my brother.
BUT GOD DAMN shes FIONE! hahhaha

anyways.
they one that was now told me he liked me. yesterday. today he doesnt. when i did T.T
but its all good cuhz i know he's a good friend. nd he lied nd she lied. but tis okay haha
nothing to fuss over.

nd party that ive been planning nd rescheduling ALL month is fuckin off. I feel bad cuhz Anjen changed her plans nd stuff:/ ahhh FML

the only good thing is

so theres this chica. nd shes REALLY CUTE! hahah i was afraid to add her. ON MYSPACE. i know right? lame. but i finally got teh courage to from the help of Kuya:p haha nd i actually cmted her hahhaha. LAMELAMELAME. but yeah. i really think shes cutely intimidating.

i care what ppl think but its blogspot. I'm bi guys. if you feel different about me. thats yer thing. that wouldnt be nice at all but yeah:/
PLUS i DO NOT have crushes on my friends.
likw win thinks T.T lol she gets mad that i dont like her. but eyah i dont T.T sry loool.



--SHES REALLY CUTE!

Because I'm okay.

Because im okay.

I'm okay that you don't really know me at all.
I'm okay that yer not there as much anymore.
I'm okay cuhz im not missing you anymore.
I'm okay cuhz i don't feel for you anymore.
I'm okay cuhz i know i'll always love you.
I'm okay because you were the one i put my most into.
I'm okay.


DAMN that was a lot of okaysXD
tried to make it sound cool.
haha but yeah




The one that i used to; now told me.
The one that i am; now told me

WTFUH MAN?

weee.

For my birthday.

I know what i want now.

I want everyone to draw me a picture.
of anything.

I wanna post it up on my wall.
DONT FORGET TO SIGN IT!:]

That is all.
today was a waste.
i didnt even try to do my homeworkXD

Promises SHALL be broken.

It's a fact.

I've missed her for so long. but its slipping.

i don't know if i can keep my promise for years to come.
i love you.
i missed you so much the last few months.
when you came i felt like i didnt even show it
I'm sorry.
yer my everything.

I'm determined to visit you.
nd i dont want you to come down before i do.

Fuck.

FUCK THE SWINE FLU!


Get me that shirt! loool
nd i got my yellows shoes<3

i needa reorganize my shoes now..
most of them dont fit:p

nd umm i forgot what this blog was about...


OH YEAH

I dislike it when guy have girlfriends but still hit on you.
nd the fact is; you know tehy ahve a girlfriend.
no duh nigga! i have you as a friend on myspace! LOL

hhaha

but yeah or even so i know someother way.


i HATE it how i go along with it sometimes tho.
but i know nohting gonna happen.
blerh it still gets me mad at myself.

oh nd!
THEM SCIENTOLOGIST DONT PLAY!